"when you look up in the sky you can see the stars and still not see the light"
the above line is in the below song. "already gone" by the eagles. that's how i feel. that's how i feel about a particular person...a particular relationship. i'm so tired all the time from working in this relationship. i'm exhausted from making excuses. i'm exhausted from trying to make it work out right. i'm tired of having to be the protector of innocents when i should not have to be in this situation. i'm just so exhausted. i'm actually angry - bordering on ready to end this relationship...if it were possible. because as the song says....i am "already gone."