it has been a very long day. unfortunately my allergies have turned into an all out bronchitis attack. i am going to the doctor tomorrow for the 1st trimester screens on the baby so i plan on asking for an antibiotic to clear all of the junk up. i'm tired of being sick.
plus i started a huge amount of vitamins. i hate taking pills but i'm doing it...vitamin d, prenatals, iron, & omega-3....and they are all gross!
we had the 2nd counseling session with our child. it's going to get hard before it gets better. we also will be going to a psychiatrist to try a different medication for this particular child's ADHD. while i dont think it's the main concern, we dont want to rule out the disability affect on this child's life. we just want a medication that has more pros than cons attached to its use.
i'm also dealing with depression. i still cant seem to shake it. i realize that being off of my anti-depressants have caused some of the relapse. also, life. just everyday life. its hard. i listened to this Bob Carlisle song today off of youtube....it's how i feel today. i'm not perfect but i'm not a complete failure either. i walk in God's Grace everyday. i am trying to live my life the best i can, being the best person i can, without worrying about what everyone else is doing. i can only be accountable and responsible for myself in Christ, while trying not to be a stumbling block to those around me.
"Be on the alert, stand firm in the faith, act like men, be strong. Let all that you do be done in love."
1 Corinthians 16:13-14